LFO – Goodbye Rich

For some reason I looked up LFO last night and found out that the lead singer Rich Cronin passed away last year from leukemia.  For some reason that news has stuck with me all day.  LFO was never that popular since they had a few hits (Sumer Girls and Girl on TV) and they disappeared.  Their music will always be associated with my childhood even though their music wasn’t that great.  I can’t believe I’m writing this, but I’m still in shock.

I’m feeling terrible.

I think I caught something from P or my body is just so tired.  I haven’t been this sick since 2009 when I had something similar to swine flu.  P tried to take care of me, but he got annoyed with my whining so I figured it was a good idea that I went home after pho.

I can’t believe that it has been a month since I’ve gone on my trip.  :(  There’s nothing to look forward to this summer, except for another trip to Alaska or Victoria.  I hope I can use those hotel vouchers in Victoria that I won.

Go Canucks Go!

Busy day

I have on more class before I’m off for the summer, so I took today as an opportunity to run some errands.  I went to go get a haircut because my bangs are out of control and my hair person was nice enough to lend me some perm serum so I can get my bangs to look the way I want to.  Then I went to see my doctor to see if I needed a Hep A shot, which I did need.  Thankfully my doctor had an extra vile of it so I didn’t have to go to the pharmacy to get it!  And then he gave me a tetanus shot too since the last time I got one was in grade 9.  Then it was off to see my trainer for a good workout.  Now it’s time to relax because starting tomorrow I have to study a lot because I have two finals in a day.

 

I wish I could have gotten in classes during the summer, I actually wanted to take summer semester for once.  But of course the classes got all full.

Sometimes I wonder

I wonder what people really mean when they say that I’m “hilarious,” is that just another way for them to say that I’m an idiot?  Sometimes when I say things, it’s not always meant to be hilarious, but of course I won’t say anything

I’m not as strong as I thought

When I hear that people are getting married, the first thing that pops into my mind is why?  Why do you want to marry someone, you do know that you have to be with them forever right?  I was a firm believer in marriage, that it’s possible to find your soulmate, the “one” so to speak.  However, if the past year has taught me anything, having a soulmate or “the one” does not exist.  That the person that you could love with all of your heart can be someone that you despise in the coming years.  I’ve learned that the person that you trust the most will go behind your back and do things that you don’t want them to.  Nothing lasts forever, except the unconditional love that you get from your friends and families.

I’ve learned that no matter how much advice, tears, and sleepless nights I have, they are not enough for me to leave.  When people question me, I feel like shutting down, like I’ve done something wrong.  I just want to be loved and feel it, is that so wrong?  I feel that my mentality about relationships is the same as it was when I was 16 years old.  Relationships end, love never lasts and you only have yourself at the end of the day.

In other news, school is okay I guess.  I’m kicking ass in two of my courses, but my elective course is not going as well as I planned.  The two courses that I’m kicking ass in are mandatory classes, whereas the elective course is just a mandatory class.  I’m actually making some friends this semester which is awesome!

Worst timing ever

I’m starting to get sick and this couldn’t come at a worst time.  I’m running the Run for the Cure tomorrow and I have a statistics midterm on Monday.  The run shouldn’t be that bad since it’s 5 km, unlike the Sun Run which was 10 km.  I’m drinking tons of tea to get rid of all these germs.  I hate people who don’t cover their mouths when they cough and/or sneeze.  Some of us can’t afford to get sick!!!

School is alright, but this psychology class I’m taking is a heavy course load.  I have to do an exploratory paper (I don’t know what it is, don’t ask),  2 summaries and read 4 chapters by Thursday.  I would understand this course load if this was a 4 credit course, but alas it is only worth 3 credits.  I can’t touch that stuff until my midterm is over on Monday.  I hope the midterm isn’t too brutal, but apparently open book tests are bad.  And of course next semester there’s an easier teacher teaching statistics 100.  Oh well, I’ve been avoiding this class for the past two semesters.

Personally things are okay, I guess. Well more like one big mess, but who wants to know?

Herro

The last few weeks have been a excruciating long.  School started and I’m still going to the gym at the same time.

Going to Whistler was a total disaster, the Lodge that we stayed at was not a four star accommodations.  Originally I wasn’t going to complain about it, but the Tuesday that I got back, I called Intrawest to tell them about my dissatisfaction with my stay there.  I booked my accommodations through the Whistler Blackcomb website, which is really awesome.  You get a cheaper rate since you don’t know the name of the place, but you know where in Whistler its located and what the room includes.  Sometimes it’s a hit or miss … every stay that I’ve booked with them have been a hit.  However this time, I was shocked.  From what I read online the Lodge seemed decent and most people liked it.  When we walked into the room, my heart totally sank.  It didn’t feel like it was a get a way at all.  Anyway, I ended up getting a FULL refund, not the one night that initially asked for.  :)

I feel like ripping my jaw joint a part, it’s so itchy.