Don’t ever look back

I’m really liking Katy Perry’s new song Teenage Dream.  It makes me all happy even though I’m not experiencing anything written in that song.  I kind of like Eminem and RiRi’s duet for Love the Way you Lie.  I’m listening to Airplanes by B.O.B and Haley Williams; I don’t really dig B.O.B.s part at all!

This weekend was pretty awesome actually, well all my weekends have been pretty awesome.  I just like how all of my weekends are awesome There are times when I just want to stay at home and just sleep, but I know that’s not something that I should be doing now or ever.  I actually got out of bed yesterday before noon!!! I usually don’t roll out of bed until about 1 pm, but I told myself that I had to get a bunch of stuff done.  One trick I learned to get my butt out of bed is to wash my bed sheets and everything else will follow through.

Friends

I’m very grateful for my friends. They will always be there for you in any situation; they are the most amazing people on this Earth after my family.  Simply.Amazing.  <3<3<3

Somebody to Love

Apparently I’m supposed to wear pants with this tunic/dress, but it’s extremely hot in Vancouver right now so I cannot bother to put on skinny jeans for this.  I guess if I wanted to go clubbing this would be acceptable.  I bought this dress from Jacob and it looks amazing on my body and this isn’t something that I’d be able to wear if I was 20 pounds heavier.  The shoes I’m wearing I bought from Nine West during their Christmas sale.  I’ll admit the shoes don’t quite fit … I have wide feet and my feet are hanging off the shoes.  The weird things is that I have this shoe in black and they fit fine!  I guess I need to stretch them out … but I really love these shoes.  <3

Today after work I bummed around before having dinner with the family.  I went shopping for clothes because I do not have any summer clothes for work and I refuse to wear tight jeans at work when it’s so effing hot.  I shouldn’t complain since I work right by the water, but it’s hot!!! =(  I’m going to wear this outfit with leggings or something.

I’m looking forward to this weekend; watching football and going to the beach.  People I’m actually single now … before I was in this whole mess with P, but now I’m not.  I find it so weird, but I’ll get over it.

“Keep going!! Do it for your abs”

I haven’t blogged in a while, there’s a lot that has been going on.

I never figured myself as a girl who would be in this pattern of trying to get back together with an ex; you broke up for a reason, so why get back together?  I’ve always thought that, but when it came time to do it – I would freeze.  Here’s the conversation that would go on between my heart and brain

B – “Don’t do this Meghan, you know its not worth it and you’ll be hurt again”

H – ” You still love him Meghan, don’t let go of something that you love”

B – “You do realize that he has hurt you twice in the past and he’s going to do it again right?”

H – “Why would he hurt me again?”

B – “Because that’s what he does Meghan, just accept it and move on”

H – “I know I should, but …”

I know that I can do better, like hello I am amazing! Plus my body is banging, I don’t just go to the gym for nothing!